Weird, sad , happy, fair , un just, beautiful , ugly , world we live in, why iam not just a bird or anything else but human??!!!!

i WONDER if this would stop my mind from thinking ...??!!! Really i hate the fact i can think , see , read and learn.....

thoughts flow in my mind like a terrible disease spread inside me with no cure to stop it , and it make me sick...... even when i sleep it wake me up..... when this will end ?? and when did it started?? what is rite & what is wrong ...

my thoughts fall out of my mind like a water flow , no paper can hold and no pen can write, wish if turn to a man and face me , maybe i can change his mind !!!!! ......................