Monday, December 27, 2010

Was Ikhnaton Muslim ???!!!!!




Ikhnaton is known as the pervert or the misleaded king , the one who refused all the pagan mulitible Gods and religion of the ancient eyptians and united them in one God, the god of the Sun & the creator of it , who refused all the priests and took off their power , the one who refused to be God , stopped ppl from putting their faces on the sand when they see him.......

he believed in one and only god , some believe he was prophet , some believe he is Ibraham the father of prophets , some believe he was David the prophet as what he left of songs for God so much like David's one ...... but in all cases all believe he was a muslim ....he believed and surrendered to one God, and gave it all grace, he prohibited the any plural name for the God......some said he was gay due to his feminian look although he lived happily married with three daughters but at the end and as any other thoughtful powerful man poisonly died and the priests damaged all his work and history to make ppl forget him.

Reading about this man was great thing i did specially reading those magical stories about him. :)

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

few thoughts will be continued later.

is there is something really called the only truth ?? fact ?? reality ?? right or wrong ?? is there is really such things ??

how come people pretend there is one way to heaven & MANY MANY ways to Hell ???
how come everyone claim his religion or " Non religion " is the right , the pure truth & the real fact ???

how come someone believe in God the creator & most merceful & believe he will just SIMPLY burn all his creature except one type of them or those who have certain believe ??!!!!

how come we put ourselves in God place and start wising and directing ppl to the rite " the only rite way " !!!!!

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

the CRISIS of

the CRISIS of the islam is the muslims ..... just as the crisis of Egypt today is the Egyptian , so we shouldnt blame any of the Islam or Egypt bcoz BOTH are Stricken.........
:(((((((((

Wednesday, November 3, 2010





يا مالكا قلبي يا آسر حبي
النهر ظمآن لثغرك العذب
مل به له مل بي يا مالكاً قلبي
قل لي إلى أين المسير؟؟ في ظلمة الدرب العسير!!!
طالت لياليه بنا والعمر لو تدري قصير
يا فاتن العمر.... هل انتهى أمري ؟؟؟
أخاف أن أمشي في غربتي وحدي في ظلمة الأسر
يا مالكاً قلبي
آه من الأيام آه لم تعطِ من يهوى مناه
مالي أحس أنني روح غريب في الحياه
يا فاتن العمر... هل انتهى أمري؟؟؟
أخاف أن أمشي في غربتي وحدي في ظلمة الأسر
يا مالكاً قلبي
رحماك من هذا العذاب قلبي من الأشواق ذاب
ليلي ضني .. صبحي أثم عيشي على الدنيا سراب
يا فاتن العمر .... هل انتهى أمري ؟؟؟
أخاف أن أمشي في غربتي وحدي في ظلمة الأسر
يا مالكاً قلبي


Monday, November 1, 2010


* isnt it weird how we talk better and more open to dead ppl beside their graves ??!!!

& if we believe they hear us .... isnt it weird that we still do it !!!!! what have been changed in the situation , is it us realized the meaning of life or its just bcoz they cant reply us ??!!!


اليس من الغريب اننا نتحدث بشكا اصدق و اكثر انفتاحا مع الموتي بجانب قبورهم ؟؟!!! والاغرب اننا نفعل ذلك لايماننا بقدره الموتي علي سماعنا فهل يا تري ما الذي تغير ؟؟ هل هي نظرتنا للحياه بعد موتهم ام هي عدم قدرتهم علي الرد علينا هي السبب ؟؟؟

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Monday, September 27, 2010

Haram Police


Weird, sad , happy, fair , un just, beautiful , ugly , world we live in, why iam not just a bird or anything else but human??!!!!

i WONDER if this would stop my mind from thinking ...??!!! Really i hate the fact i can think , see , read and learn.....

thoughts flow in my mind like a terrible disease spread inside me with no cure to stop it , and it make me sick...... even when i sleep it wake me up..... when this will end ?? and when did it started?? what is rite & what is wrong ...

my thoughts fall out of my mind like a water flow , no paper can hold and no pen can write, wish if turn to a man and face me , maybe i can change his mind !!!!! ......................


Monday, September 20, 2010

I REALLY like ..........


* My mother told me not to talk to strangers , so i dont talk to myself anymore.......lol

* Sometimes i wish if i can be YOU , just to be friend with me ;) :P

* If you hate me , i love you .... its not my fault iam better than you lolll

* there used to be men on this earth...... what happened ????loll " wish to know"

* Moving on is a simple :)

* A wise man once said ..... i Dont know go ask a woman lolll



Sunday, September 19, 2010

From the first.........


Lover ? Love me ....

Hater? hate me ....

but listen to me

try to change ... change ??!! Change me

from the first touch

change my years

from the first touch

make me forget

make me settle on the first shore


Patient ??? give me patience....

dont make me confuised

Stray ?? wake me up

make me forget my stray

my promisses race me

from the first touch


change my years

make me forget

make me settle

on the first shore


lost ?? get me closer

dream ?? make me happy

you know me .... when u hurt me its like you slaugher me from the first touch........


lover ? love me

hater ? hate me

but listen to me , try to change and change me...... from the first touch.....

Monday, August 30, 2010










Its time to try.

Its time to fly.

No more cry

wont ever be shy ......... agaaaaaiiinnnn

my limit above the sky.

my head is so high.

no girl no guy

We have no differences ......anymoreeeeeeee

Big heart we have.

inside it big love.

we will never give up eachother agaaaaaaainnn

Tuesday, August 17, 2010


In a country that produces nothing , Business turn to be commissions , business men increase and everything can be sold ......... even you .................


" Miss u Egypt in the time i didnt live"

Monday, August 2, 2010



they say i was touched by devil

why dont they just admit its a higher level

they think am weird becoz:

i look at you in gaze

Cause i lose breath

Cause only your scent & ur voice are in my beneath

Cause i feel your squeeze

Why they dont realize that you are my special case

That am just on the spell of your grace

and if they cant see you how can i describe u in a human phrase
we spend today thinking about tommorrow forgetting that today is what we spent yesterday for .........

Friday, May 28, 2010

i Already hv u, far or near i do

i hv u baby

ya i do

in real or in dream i dont care i just kno i hv u
i love u
i want u
i want to hv ur baby
just like u
i want to wake u up on sweet kiss
& at nite ... its something u wont want to miss :)
i love u baby & i hv you
weather u with me by body or soul
i hv u all
wether u hurt me or hate me
i hv u all

i know i can make ur day awesome

& ur nite as a dream

i know wat i can do



i can make ur life is life


i can make ur reality is a dream

i can make ur dreams come real

there is alot i can do

& nothing stop me except u

i love u baby , i love u & i ALREADY hv u :)

:( yes i did

On my way to search for the truth ........ i BECAME a lie

Men......

This has a better eyes , better hair & better kiss
BUT this other one i really miss

i love this blonde & this other brown grl
BUT when i see this wheaty damn am so on a spell

with every new grl i think this is my desired cake
lil weeks after i relized this is not EXACTLY what i seek

am not a lier ..... i just hv a diferrent technique
not my falut am different & need someone unique

i hv seen so many faces... from different places ... and all races
BUT still cant define my choose bases.......

so DONT judge my actions... Only see my intentions

OH MEN

You will never rest
coz u always seek the best
not knowing that it dose not exist

but yet you still search
for the best diamond that you will never reach
Bcoz each girl.........
is uniquePearl
i knew...... i knew

your love is taboo

though .....

i let it grow

with my hands i draw ....... ur love story each line & row

i thought it will put me in prow

i thought it will make me crow

but the truth it turned me blue

it made the strong wind in my life blew

& my heart bleeded from love arrow

why did u come to my life & why will you go ??????

i dont know , i want to know but wont try to

i will just try to let it go

bcoz now u r just shadow

mystrious story with no clue

Sinked treasure in my heart will never flow

so pls my heart let him go .... go.... go....

Thursday, May 27, 2010

POEM WRITEN BY AN African man


When I get born,I'm BlackWhen
I grow up,I'm black
When I lie in the sun,I'm black
When I'm cold,I'm Black
When I'm scared,I'm Black
When I'm sick,I'm Black
And when I die,I'm still Black!
And you,white guy
When you get born,you are Pink
When you grow up,you are White
When you lie in the sun,you are red
When you are cold,you are Blue
When you are scared,you are Yellow
When you are sick,you are Green
And when you die,you are Grey!
And you call me COLORED man?!?!?
You rainbow man!!!!

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

wall between us

you built zat wall & made it strongeri have 2 admit , u r a good builderrealizing zat fact make me no smarterit just make my life harder ur wall became so rigid .u are a great builder

من 82 سنه

كتب السفير الراحل صلاح شعراوي في مجلة الدبلوماسي التي تصدر عن وزارة الخارجيه ان نجيب مليكه باشا كان اقدم لواء في الجيش و كانت التقاليد المتبعه ان اقدم لواء في الجيش هو الذي يحمل كسوه الكعبه المشرفه ثم يسلمه الي امير الحج و لم يجد النحاس باشا رئيس الوزراء وقتئذ اي غضاضه في ان يتولي اللواء مليكه القبطي هذه المهمه مادام اقدم لواء في الجيشمن 82 سنه كنا اكثر تحضر
ااحمد رجب " نص كلمه"

Monday, May 24, 2010

??????

Whenyou attack black people, they call it racism. When you attack Jewishpeople, they call it anti-semetism. When you attack women, they call itsexism. When you attack homosexuality, they call it intolerance. Whenyou attack your country, they call it treason. When you attack a...religious sect, they call it hate speech. But when you attack the Prophet peace be upon him, they want to call it freedom of speech!

taken from one of my friends called Hani